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5.31.2006
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I'm at work, on a break.
I'm confused, and my head hurts.
I'm hungry, and want to lie down.
I miss my baby, my dog, my bed.
2 hours, 20 minutes to go.
sigh.
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- Tagged! -
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5.25.2006
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Tagged!
I was "tagged" and here it is!
5 things in your purse: chapstick, gum, loose change, pen, um...a business card
5 things in your fridge: lemonade, leftovers, lettuce, juice, salsa
5 things on your desk: i dont have one. my laptop goes where i go.
5 things in your closet: clothes, shelves, shoes, old letters and notes, random crap
5 things in your backyard: picnic table, a tree, shed, flowers, fences
5 things in your garage: mom's car, brits car, garbage cans, wood, newspaper recycling bin
5 things in your kitchen junk drawer: old cell phones, old glasses, old toys, socks, old clothes
5 things under your bathroom sink: toilet paper, blow dryer, make up, lotion, nail polish remover
5 things in your hall closet: board games, beach towels, batteries, candles, cleaners
5 things in your child's room: crib, changing table, books, toys, swing
5 things in your house you can't live without: Mom, Brit, books, computer, cell phone
5 people who you are tagging and need to make this blog: Yeah right, no one reads this but Chaun, my mom and maybe Bryan...
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- Park Day -
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 Today was park day. One Breeanna One giant blue bouncy ball One digital camera One park Shake well, bake at 90+ degrees. Makes enough for two hours. I still don't have a job. I want one, no one seems to believe me. I just can't seem to get myself to do anything...not even the things I want to do. Like, get a good job. Sigh. Someone asked me today "Who are you, Alli?" I couldn't answer. I've been thinking about it. I am a daughter, a birthmother, a friend. I am a sister, a girlfriend, a stranger. In depth I am depressed teenager, I am someone who works hard to get out of bed in the morning, I am angry at nothing, or at everything...I'm not sure which. I am someone who has loved completely, I am someone who has lost deeply, I am someone who fears life. I will tell you... i don't like it either.
Something has got to change. 
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5.19.2006
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me and bryan. haha, camera shy.
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- Crazy in Love -
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 Samantha's Blessing Day! Dad Mike holding Baby Sam My sister Stacy holding Sam, Stace is 7 months pregnant! Sam during some Mom Alli time on Tuesday. Mom Alli makes ridculous faces to get me to smile All in all the day of her blessing went very well. My family came, Mike came, I got to meet a lot of extended family. It was a good day. I'm going to dinner with my boy. Gotta go!
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5.14.2006
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I am sad today, it's a hard day. I'm jealous of all the mom's who get to be mom's on mothers day. Today more than most I wish I could be Samantha's Mom.
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Today was national Birthmother Day. No one knows this, so...Happy Mothers Day Alli! Okay, three weeks ago I started a job at a call center called Galileo Processing. I hated it before I even started, call centers have a horrible reputation and I have learned that this is for a very good reason. Three weeks of being yelled at on the phone for five minutes at a time, eight hours a day. No more. I got a new job!! I'm starting on Wednesday as a receptionist at a company downtown called Priority Dispatch. My friend was just promoted from the position I'll be working in, and I'm so excited that I get to work with her! They are starting me at 12 dollars an hour with full benifits. Couldn't ask for better. Last Saturday Samantha was sealed to Ivan, Becky and Alex in the Bountiful Temple. Baby Sam looked gorgeous and she was happy the whole day, as usual. Sunday Mike (birthfather) came from California for the blessing. This was only his second time meeting cute Sam and he just loved her. She sat and smiled and giggled at him all day, it went really well.
This is by far the most boring blog I have ever written. It is Saturday night...I have to get ready for a date. ;) All for now!
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