Today was park day.
One Breeanna
One giant blue bouncy ball
One digital camera
One park
Shake well, bake at 90+ degrees.
Makes enough for two hours.
I still don't have a job. I want one, no one seems to believe me. I just can't seem to get myself to
do anything...not even the things I
want to do. Like, get a good job. Sigh.
Someone asked me today "Who are you, Alli?"
I couldn't answer. I've been thinking about it.
I am a daughter, a birthmother, a friend. I am a sister, a girlfriend, a stranger.
In depth I am depressed teenager, I am someone who works hard to get out of bed in the morning, I am angry at nothing, or at everything...I'm not sure which.
I am someone who has loved completely, I am someone who has lost deeply, I am someone
who fears life.
I will tell you...
i don't like it either.
Something has got to change. 
2 Comments:
Alli, this is written so beautifully. I can totally sense your pain and I wish there was something I could do.
Hmm I love the idea behind this website, very unique.
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