- This week. - 9.01.2006

Today is Nate's funeral. I still hasn't hit me that's he's dead. So many of my friends are dealing with death for the first time. Death isn't a new thing in my life, in fact, I feel like it's become all too normal.

I'll miss Nate, just like everyone else but my most over-powering feeling is anger. Other people are trying to blame each other for what he did but I see it as all his fault. He was being so stupid, irresponisble, selfish. I don't think he had any idea how many people his idiotic "fun" would affect.

I'm sick of feeling sadness, grief, anger, lonliness. When will I ever be able to move on from all the loss in my life?

I know...church, counseling, friends, support, prayer...I know.

I'm way beyond frustrated.

1 Comments:

At 3:37:00 PM, Blogger MiandMiksmom said...

I'm so sorry. You've been through more in your life than I would think possible. You are soooooooo strong. Hang in there.

 

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